tiny insect carcass
found - flat and dry
gone - lost
silence in the sky.
i hear her lilting laughter in your face in the darkness of this room.
making excuses, reasons for you, silently.
adding drops of silence in your coffee, bitter and no cream. always.
cat cries in the distance and i bite my tounge.
sea air rushes in unmindful of manners turning you over to me.
i bend down. the body remembers what the mind forgets. what it wants to forget.
gather sea breeze in your arms -lay it under my feet for silence squeezes my heart.
where does this sadness comes from? my heart grieves for wounds which it has not ...cries for losing that which it never found.