Tuesday, September 05, 2006

sorry sadness

take my hand, i don't quite know how to say...goodbye...its hard to say but hey if i lay here with you, if i just lay here for a while would it make it easier...we watch time marking shadows on the ceiling, time marking shadows across our hearts...nothing more to say, just stop with the lies now...shhhuuusssh!!!
....you might not believe it but i'm sorry...sad to say i'm sorry...sad to say i'm gone...sad to say but its never over....goodbye

26 comments:

Russell Ragsdale said...

You are right, my sweet! Over is never over. Send me a link to a poem of yours for the poetry carnival, Gulnaz!

manu said...

hey gul...........

been away a long time
the k place or the m thing

well hope yu are here for a while.

been ages but still i sometimes miss the idle banter we shared for a while


manu
remember me??????

mermaid said...

It is never over till you say good-bye.

Good-bye.

Hello to the shadows clearing, and another image born from the mist of tears and pain.

There is great beauty behind those eyes.

Vasu the terrible said...

Vow.. u are back..

you had some of your friends mighty worried. I got a mail from someone inquiring about you. Basically that person was really worried and I guess was trying to trace you, hoping against hope that someone out there really knows who you are.

In a way, it felt wierd this person wanted to trace you. We all at some point have this maddening urge to throw it all out and disappear. Thats understandable.

Was that obsessive or a little over reacted concern. I would say it was the second. Someone trying to make the virtual real. Just a little.

Glad that you are back after such a loooong time.. Hope you are stronger than your last version.

Do I sound like the white dhadiwaala in matrix 2 ?

how have you been ?

vasu

Cocaine Jesus said...

don't you DARE go missing again or else i will fly out to india myself and shake you from a high tree!!

gulnaz said...

Russell- thanks, will do! :)

manu- fortunately or unfortunately, i have a good memory for people....of course i remember you...:) i hope you are doing fine.

mermaid- THANK YOU for adding your lovely lines!

Vasu- :) thanks for the welcome and about that person, well...what can i say.

i'm doing good...thank you so much...how are you?

CJ- awwwww XOXOXO! :))

Vasu the terrible said...

:)... gud gud, me out of the blogging circle.. Experimented a little, had fun... met a few ppl...

I think the novelty of life itself lasts just for a little time. Soon I start craving for change.

That said, Really glad you are back.. Are you going to stop blogging ?

I can understand that.

Tc and be good.

vasu

vasu

timeintotime said...

Goodbyes. Are as final as we choose them to be. And even death I have found only marks temporal boundaries.

manu said...

ha...........

yu dont

fortunately i wud guess

Sue hardy-Dawson said...

Does this mean you're going off line again?

Pecos Blue said...

I am thinking of you take care and be well.

gulnaz said...

vasu- thanks and take care. :)

manu again- of course i remember you...i get irritated if somebody doesnt believe me.

Sue- no it wasn't that...entirely...its just that nowadays i'm often at a loss as to what to blog about. perhaps i'm still here only coz of my freinds like you. :)

Pecos Blue- thank you and i hope you are doing good too. i'm sorry i havent dropped by your space lately...sorry...will do so asap.

{illyria} said...

GULNAZ! ohmigosh, i was at cj's fishyfights' site, and was elated to see you back! how are you? your words are a balm to my soul, but your presence is so much better! i missed you. xx.

~the girl FKA transience

p.s. i'm emailing you, girl.

manu said...

as easily bugged as ever

some things never change
but then thats good, coz thats when yu know yu know

gulnaz said...

{illyria}- am sooooooooooooooooo damned happy to have found you again!!!!

manu- :)

rehaan said...

SO WHY ARE U SULKING FROM LAST SO MANY YEARS SAY WHATEVER U WANNA SAY GO AHEAD

rehaan said...

HI GUL HOW U DOING

rehaan said...

I CAN TAKE UR HAND , I KNOW U DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY GOOD BYE ITS VERY HARD BUT U CANT SAY I AM NOT TELLING U ANY LIES THIS TIME I AM GOING TO CATCH HOLD OF U AND I SEE WHAATEVER HAPPEN IS ALL FOR GOOD SAKE

Plus Ultra said...

Interesting blog,like what you post.....

gulnaz said...

rehaan- i cannot make any sense of your comments, i dont know you and i don't much like riddles either.
if your comments, meant that you liked reading my post, thank you and if anything else, then, no, thank you.

plus ultra- thank you sir! :)

Pecos Blue said...

Thank you for stopping by but you did not say how you are doing and what it going on in your life. I hope all is well and look forward to hearing how you are doing.

eden said...

hey THANK goodness you`re ok!

its been awhile....im just happy you really are OK!

KIND REGARDS!

gulnaz said...

PB- am ok, thank you so much for caring...as for what is going on in my life...well, its good, ok. am not where i want to be but there is hope. :)

Eden- thank you, you are so so so sweet!!! HUGSSS

Professor Zero said...

Nice blog, Gulnaz, and I can really relate to this post!

iamnasra said...

Its sad to read your words but Im living through this cloud...the forms around my heart with nothing but sadness..I search for a reason to smile to light a day with hope but I have seen takes away the joy..leaving with grey clouds of sadness..

Sorry for not replying your email...Im a bit down with work and ...not sure

Luv
Nasra

gulnaz said...

professor zero- thank you so much for giving me good marks on this....i hope to see you around more often. :)

nasra- hey, its ok...not replying, np. do it when you can. i have been getting this feeling that all is not well with you. don't worry, inshallah, all will be ok. in the meanwhile, choose from the many ways which one can feel good and enjoy it fully, even if its a luscious slice of chochlate cake! ;) hugs