Sunday, July 30, 2006

thank you for not forgetting me...

i feel so much love running through these words left on this space marked out for me that i am lost for words...thank you seems way insufficient!

i am ok but don't ask me why i went away for i will not be able to tell. i am not even sure that i am back. we don't even realise when we say goodbye. many a times people leave before the lights have gone out and we just don't realise it. what goes and what remains behind can never be told ahead. when its time to say goodbye, close your eyes and feel the spaces between yourselves in your heart. let your heart expand till it feels it will break...and it will grow whole again.

wispy white cloudsbreaking the speed barrierchasing the summer that is gone.shadows across the windscreengathering speedgarbled memoriessearching for the right one.

too many wordsjust not the right ones.

XOXO

16 comments:

Pallavi said...

Hey You are BACK.... come back.. we have been missing you.. I took a long break too.. :( but I am trying to be back... SIGH

Hope you are doing well..

sal said...

Oh sweets... you're back.

Missed you loads.

Misreflection said...

GS, happy to know that you're well and safe...good to have you back too.X

gulnaz said...

pallavi, woman, missy- tight hug!!!
thanks!! i don't know if i am back to blogging but am good.

sirbarrett said...

GULNAZ! ALIVE!!! I knew you wouldn't leave us forever, or at least I hoped. I hope you're back now but if not at least I'm glad you're somewhere. If you want, tell me why you were gone and I'll keep it a secret ;)

venus said...

good to hear that your are doing good. take care girl!

deewani said...

Thank goodness you are safe and well. I know I can speak for everyone who visits your blog when I say we were ALL very worried about you. Glad to know you are ok. {{HUG}}

KJ said...

gulnaaz, happy to know that you're safe...good to have you back too... u were terribly missed...

god bless

KJ

timeintotime said...

You were one of the first Bloggers I read, and one of only a few that I care to continue reading.

What a joy! You're back!

: )

gulnaz said...

sirbarrett- wow what a welcome...its no secret, just something i don't know how to talk about..;)

venus- thanks girl! i hope u r doing good too. :)

dee- hugs!!!

kj- i missed you guys too! thank you!!!

timeintoitme- an honour! thank you!!!

mermaid said...

Words are never right, they are the ones that drip from your fingers and your heart, and they are you. I am so elated that you are here again.

gulnaz said...

mermaid- tight tight hug!!

Cocaine Jesus said...

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

**Silvermoon**GEL said...

Any words are the right ones and no explanation needed.
I just saw your comment on POemcat's site and clicked. You were one of the first blogs in this writer's group I read.

So happy to see you! Huge hugs to you!!! :D

gulnaz said...

CJ- :))))))))))))))))))))))))))) hugs!!!!

silvermoon gel- tight tight hugs to you toooo!!!! :))))))

**Silvermoon** GEL said...

tx, sweetie
I'm honoured you visited my blog!
(I had just deleted all but that one post- all my poetry, all my artwork... but I changed my mind and decided to keep the blog and move forward with new material.